Where is the World is Amy?

I want to thank everyone for your kind words and prayers. We are in Tennessee right now; it's raining and very gloomy. I'm not sure that I would say that I'm OK because I feel like a mess. I'm fighting to hold back the tears. They are way to hard to stop once they start falling. Matt is doing a wonderful job driving, I haven't had to drive at all. We drove to the north side of Atlanta last night and stay in a hotel. We should be in Anderson this evening.

I told Matt that I wanted to go back home and pretend this never happened. I would love to do that. It seems that there is already some drama going on with the family. My brother isn't real good with getting things done so I'll have a lot to do when I get to Anderson. I have no idea what to do. I do know that she wanted to be cremated. She was on Social Security disability and I'm hoping that they will pay for it. Mom didn't have any money and my brother doesn't work so I just don't know??

We are planning on having a small service at grandma's house with family and friends. I'll be bringing mom home because she LOVED Madeira Beach and the Gulf of Mexico. She will get her wish and be there forever. We play on having a party for her too.

I still can't believe that she is gone. I still can't believe that grandma is gone too. I do know that both of them are forever in paradise. They have both left a big piece of themselves in my heart. I will see them again.

I can't check my email right now but I will be checking my blog.

Thanks again guys, you are awesome friends.