Friday, December 3, 2010
FEAR
It's been such a long time since I've blogged. I was thinking about how much it used to help me deal with life so I've decided to give it another try. Life has been full to say the least! My mind has been consumed with the fear of losing another family member. My mom passed on 12-7-08 and my uncle on 12-8-09, brother and sister die exactly one year and one day apart. I miss them so much. I am left wondering who will it be on 12-9-10? Please God let it be the day we all start healing.
My family is a mess and I miss the way things used to be. I miss talking to my brother the most. I haven't talked to him in months. My mom was the one that held us together. We were left with a mess to say the least and that has pulled everyone farther apart. I feel like I've already lost Duane.
So if you are a praying person please pray that we are able to start healing and stop fighting.
My family is a mess and I miss the way things used to be. I miss talking to my brother the most. I haven't talked to him in months. My mom was the one that held us together. We were left with a mess to say the least and that has pulled everyone farther apart. I feel like I've already lost Duane.
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